• Decontaminating Your Adult Ego State

     

    Contamination is a very effective survival strategy. It turns out to be more common than we thought.

     

    The result? You have the impression that you are not heard.

     

    Your Adult Ego-state has a message, a communication to bring into the space. Your message cannot land, because it is taken over by your contamination. People around you hear Gremlin, Child, Parent or Demon instead.

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  • Your Adult Ego State is contaminated.

    You are no longer 18 years old. You have the capacity to shift your Box strategy from the purpose of survival to expansion. It's up to you to wake up and become conscious of what you are creating through your survival strategy.

    Contamination has a cost.

    Has it been long enough?

    Your Adult Ego-state is contaminated by Gremlin...

    You have no idea what you are creating because you are contaminated.

    Certain movements, behaviours, ideas, beliefs, ways of speaking come through your Gremlin instead of your Adult Ego-state.

    For example, you are smiling even if you are not glad. You are smiling to be nice, to look harmless, to charm people, to be 'in' with the cool people, to soften the clarity of what you have to say... Your Gremlin smile is covering another feeling, and you do not even notice it. You smile automatically. This is contamination.

    The Gremlin Ego-state is the set of behaviours, sentences, ideas, beliefs, patterns, etc., that are temporary. This is why the set is called a 'state'. It is called "Ego" because you are identified with this set of patterns, behaviours, ideas, beliefs, etc. Gremlin Ego-state is distinct from your Gremlin. It is not the Gremlin creature that is on a leash, sitting at your side.

    Your Adult Ego-state is contaminated by Child...

    You think you are speaking from the Adult Ego-state, when in reality, you are speaking as a Child. Your soft voice is barely audible. This way you stay under the radar, unnoticed. This is a very effective survival strategy.

    It does not serve you when you start creating the life that you want as an archetypal man or woman.

     

     

    Voice of a child, decontaminating the voice.

    Your Adult Ego-state is contaminated by Parent...

    Your Adult Ego-state is contaminated by Demon...

    In the decontamination process, we talk about patterns. A pattern is a behaviour, sentences, beliefs, ways of relating, ideas, ways of speaking, etc., that come back repeatedly. When your Adult Ego-state is contaminated, you are not aware of which patterns are coming from your Gremlin, Child, Parent or Demon Ego-state. 

    Your Adult Ego-state is most likely contaminated by more than one other Ego-state. The more contamination you have, the less space you have in the Adult Ego-state. This means that you cannot have real intimacy. You go through initiatory processes but things stay the same. You do not have enough ground in the Adult to hold Transformation.

  • Preparation Steps for Decontamination

    6 Ego-states...

    An Ego-state is a set of behaviours, sentences, ideas, beliefs, patterns, etc., that are temporary. This is why the set is called a 'state'. It is called "Ego" because you are identified with the set of patterns, behaviours, ideas, beliefs, etc.

    Each Ego-state has specific characteristics, as shown on the website.

    Your Gremlin...

    If you do not have a grip on your Gremlin, your Gremlin runs your life and you cannot decontaminate.

    5 bodies...

    Contamination of your adult ego state with another ego state happens in all 5 bodies.

    1. Intellectual body, has thoughts, ideas, opinions, stories, conclusions, expectations. It is made of the mind that is itself made out of thoughtware.
    2. Physical body, has sensations of cold, warmth, pressure, texture, tingling, pain and pleasure, etc... It is made out of organs, tissues, and liquids. 
    3. Emotional body has feelings and emotions. It is made out of our heart.
    4. Energetic body has perceptions at the energetic level (intention, purpose, spaces, etc...). It is made out of subtle energetic planes that live in and around our physical body, 2-5 cm beyond it.
    5. Archetypal body embodies archetypal forces and characters for the benefit of serving the archetypal lineage. It is made out of archetypal energy experiential distinctions.

    1 Experiential Reality...

    Contamination of your adult ego state with other ego state can only be experienced in Experiential Reality.

     

    Experiential Reality is the realm of being in the experience of things, instead of "being" in the naming of things.

     

    You might understand in your mind that one of your 5 bodies or your adult ego state is contamination because you have symptoms that matches the description. You cannot do anything about it until you can experience your contamination - which you are right - might be painful.

     

    It helps to know that the experience that we call 'pain' is often suppressed feelings and emotions.

    4 Feelings and 4 Emotions...

    Pain is the experience that we have when instead of expressing and experiencing our feelings, we keep them inside of us. The results of suppressing and stuffing our feelings and emotions is pain. When you learn to express and experience your feelings, that sensation of pain will vanish.

     

    There's a lot to learn about feelings and emotions that modern culture doesn't teach about. You can start this journey by reading the 4 Feelings Bubble and the 4 Emotions Bubble. Please read both. You will be stuck if you read one without the other.

     

    Contamination of your Adult Ego-state with other Ego-states include the contamination of your 4 adult feelings of anger, sadness, fear and joy with the emotions of anger, fear, sadness, and joy of your child, gremlin or parent ego state.

    3 Worlds...

    You ongoingly inhabit 3 worlds. The Middle World is one of material things, logistics and caring for your body. The Upperworld is one of Archetypal domains, Bright Principles, incomprehensible forces like Nothingnesss and ECCO, and so on. The Underworld carries Shadow Principles, Emotions from each of the Ego-states, Revenge vows, old decisions, hidden competing commitments, survival strategies, and so on.

    Part of your survival strategy, of your Underworld, is to contaminate your Adult Ego-state with other Ego-states.

    Possibility Team...

    You cannot decontaminate your Adult Ego-state on your own. Get yourself into a Possibility Team.

  • Map of Decontamination

    Map of Decontamination presented by Vera Franco and Sophia-Magdalena Hofmann

    on December 10, 2020

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    Map of Decontamination made in an Expand The Box Training, October 2020

  • Process of Decontamination

    1. PUT YOUR GREMLIN ON A DIET.

    (Matrix Code: DECONTAM.01)

    2. CHOOSE TO START WITH THE BIGGEST CONTAMINATION.

    (Matrix Code: DECONTAM.02)

     

     

     

    3. MAKE A LIST OF 3 PATTERNS.

    (Matrix Code: DECONTAM.03)

    4. CHOOSE ONE PATTERN TO WORK WITH.

    (Matrix Code: DECONTAM.04)

    5. MOVE THE BEHAVIOR TO THE CORRECT EGO-STATE.

    (Matrix Code: DECONTAM.04)

    Move back 1 behavior at a time in the correct Ego State, and have a do-over.

     

     

    DECONTAM.05: Moving back second behavior in the correct Ego State

    DECONTAM.06: Moving back the next behavior in the correct Ego State

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  • Experiments

    KEEP A DIARY.

    (Matrix Code: DECONTAM.25)